> I am self taught my CS skills are not as solid as other developers There are a lot of, like, regular companies in a lot of regular, not silicon valley cities

> I am self taught my CS skills are not as solid as other developers There are a lot of, like, regular companies in a lot of regular, not silicon valley cities, that hire regular developers working on boring software products for a very good salary. You'll very likely get a raise out of this. Don't freak out, work on your open source thing for a couple weeks while you set up five interviews. Once you have an offer you can step back and relax, and decide what you want to do.