This type of dissonance is actually quite common and may be nothing personal. This article details some of the sociology issues involved. The Unforeseen Costs

This type of dissonance is actually quite common and may be nothing personal. This article details some of the sociology issues involved. The Unforeseen Costs of Extraordinary Experience http://pss.sagepub.com/content/early/2014/10/01/0956797614551372.abstract http://pss.sagepub.com/content/early/2014/10/01/095679761455... FWIW if you are successful in other endeavors in life, down the road, you'll potentially deal with these situations time and time again. Good luck.