That's always the problem, is how much and in what way can you dedicate yourself? And is it more a waste to spend idle time analyzing this than actually doing s

That's always the problem, is how much and in what way can you dedicate yourself? And is it more a waste to spend idle time analyzing this than actually doing something? But is it the doing that creates the problems? I don't have the energy for that. These situations are so complicated and they never seem to get resolved. As soon as peace comes someone sees that as opportunity to manipulate (or is the perception of that what causes it to happen?) I'd rather just stare at math and code, seriously, even if it doesn't talk back like a person. At least it's not crazy.