> I don't get much pleasure out of life or everyday experiences anyway That's a very existentially depressing statement. I tend not to experience "true" happin

> I don't get much pleasure out of life or everyday experiences anyway That's a very existentially depressing statement. I tend not to experience "true" happiness on a daily basis, but at least in the course of a year I can accrue many experiences which make me very happy. I sincerely hope you eventually come to find general pleasure with life.