To me, it sounds like your problem is that everything that you have at this very moment, isn't enough. Thus, you feel like you have to look out into the world t

To me, it sounds like your problem is that everything that you have at this very moment, isn't enough. Thus, you feel like you have to look out into the world to fill yourself. I agree with others, I would definitely recommend you try to meditate several times a week. Start at 15 mins every day & work your way up. Also, exercise more!