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i have had a number of experiences very similar to what terry went through. connecting computing to religion, seeing 'larger patterns' that weren't there, belie
by MarkPNeyer 12y ago
i have had a number of experiences very similar to what terry went through. connecting computing to religion, seeing 'larger patterns' that weren't there, believing in conspiracies directed at me... it was rough.
i was lucky enough to have a few people really step up and support me when i was at the edge. it's weird reading this and feeling like i know exactly what he means when he says this stuff that sounds crazy.
here's a description of one experience i had in april 2011, a day before joining uber:
http://www.reddit.com/r/BipolarReddit/comments/l7nij/interesting_humorous_not_tragic_manic_stories/ http://www.reddit.com/r/BipolarReddit/comments/l7nij/interes...
this is something i submitted later to hn, while cto of a gaming company:
https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=3877483 https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=3877483
i made it out of all that, though. thanks almost entirely to daily love and support from my now wife. if you have friends in a position like this - you CAN help them, it's just a crazy amount of work.
- MrBra 12y agoDidn't read the comments at reddit yet, but I wanted to say that a friend of mine, also in IT, had a similar experience where he started to see conspiracies everywhere, and "religion thoughts" kicked in for him as well. After some time on cure this regressed and he now even jokes about that period. He got to work again and has a completely normal life, but in a way I can still feel something changed inside of him... It'd be nice if I could talk about this more with you. I will surely read your comments.
- MarkPNeyer 12y agosure - add me on facebook or through my blog or what have you.