I've contemplated contemplating it. If you look at suicides many aren't brought on by a specific event or even a long period of obvious depression. They are cl

I've contemplated contemplating it. If you look at suicides many aren't brought on by a specific event or even a long period of obvious depression. They are clearly unplanned and seem to have been executed at the spur of the moment. Given that it seems clear to me that some overwhelming feeling of dread comes over people in that one instant that has such a profound impact on them that they desperately need to stop it by any means necessary. Faced with that reality you'd be a fool not to wonder if the same thing could happen to you. Since you can't really answer that it makes sense to try to prepare yourself for the eventuality while you're in a rational state of mind. So in that respect I've thought about it.