I strongly suspect that I am (was) a lot of both. I also strongly suspect that the distinction is hard to make. I smoked to wake up, to go to sleep, to be aler

I strongly suspect that I am (was) a lot of both. I also strongly suspect that the distinction is hard to make. I smoked to wake up, to go to sleep, to be alert, to relax, to suppress hunger, to get an appetite to think, to take a break or to sooth the lonesome heart. I really loved smoking. Still dream I'm smoking (and feel guilty) about once a week.