"if there is a subtle, multilayered process by which information can give rise to meaning" Because I lack meaning, and I am finding myself on this endless clic

"if there is a subtle, multilayered process by which information can give rise to meaning" Because I lack meaning, and I am finding myself on this endless clicking hole without end, any ideas/experiences/advice, by people here about how one gets meaning? What's the process? How? Where? What? ..Thanks.