happiness is not obtained by achievement, its acquired by consciousness and awareness. read way of the peaceful warrior by dan millman if you get a chance. st

happiness is not obtained by achievement, its acquired by consciousness and awareness. read way of the peaceful warrior by dan millman if you get a chance. stumbling upon happiness is another great book, good to know how your mind works, allows you to be aware of why you think the way you do and act accordingly. if your bad at socializing, practice, its gets easier, just like coding. live a little, sounds like your already burnt out. pick up some hobbies, learn new things. inspiration comes from strange places. oh, and there is no need for self deprecation. everyone's got issues... accept them, work on bettering the ones that bother you the most.