"Realizing that you are just an average guy who will be just as everyone else, and you'll never ever create something that truly changes the world and has impac

"Realizing that you are just an average guy who will be just as everyone else, and you'll never ever create something that truly changes the world and has impact on it is fucking scary." First, get that idea out of your head. Second, you seem to recognize that you are a)unhappy and b)unsure of what question exactly you are asking or need to ask. The good news is that a skilled therapist can help you with both of these things. Go to work, invest time in therapy, and when you're ready you can get back to pursuing the things that interest and excite you. Good luck!