This attitude is what got you into the mess in the first place. If you're not going to take the first step in trying to better yourself for your own good, then

This attitude is what got you into the mess in the first place. If you're not going to take the first step in trying to better yourself for your own good, then I have no faith in you. If you're going to start a company, you're going to have to make hard decisions and have conviction. If you can't do even this when it's quite clear that it's negatively affecting you, then please don't start a company and just find another job.