You sound like someone who has never examined closely why they have the life they do, and are now steadily determined to persist on that trajectory. Nobody exp

You sound like someone who has never examined closely why they have the life they do, and are now steadily determined to persist on that trajectory. Nobody expressed or instructed you to feel guilt -- your mind immediately jumped to that because the idea that someone works harder than you and yet has less is deeply threatening, as it specifically points to how precariously and arbitrarily you're positioned in life. By painting yourself as the subject of a guilting, you can avoid confronting the real subject and change to a discussion about morality -- something nobody is asking for, but which allows you to dismiss the idea without considering it. What was suggested was that perhaps you should consider undertaking humility and circumspection.