I have exotropia on one eye and completely lack binocular vision. My right eye is my "main" eye (95%) and my left eye just submits the missing parts from the l

I have exotropia on one eye and completely lack binocular vision. My right eye is my "main" eye (95%) and my left eye just submits the missing parts from the left that my right can't see because of the nose being in-between. I always have the right side of my nose in my field of view, except that at the same time it's somehow not there. Like 50% opacity. The left side of my nose isn't visible. When I "hide" a finger behind my nose for the right eye and look in it's direction it's gone. When I stare straight forward, it appears again. (My) vision is weird :).