Well, to everyone, thanks for all the responses. I really appreciate. What I've decided is that I'm going to take the safest road I can. I have the option to a

Well, to everyone, thanks for all the responses. I really appreciate. What I've decided is that I'm going to take the safest road I can. I have the option to apply to colleges, then wait for a response, and afterwards decide whether or not I want to graduate (or drop out). If I am satisfied with colleges' responses, I will most likely end high school after this year; otherwise, I will stay for another year. As someone said in the comments, the truth is that in my situation, it will be good no matter what I decide. There is no use brooding about it for too long. Again, thank you to everyone who responded. Hacker News is a great community for things like this.