No problem, I guess if you're gonna eventually give into vices, I guess there's no point to hold back and just go all in one go and go from there, ; ) I believ

No problem, I guess if you're gonna eventually give into vices, I guess there's no point to hold back and just go all in one go and go from there, ; ) I believe you're also right that you're not alone. For me personally, I've found that it isn't that adults who are older than me have eventually gotten their act together but more so that people retreat to their families and smaller intimate social clique and not reveal their inner lives as much, compared to when they were melodramatic teenagers or college kids on Facebook or YouTube vlogs.