I don't think you're in a mental state to rationalize any discussions so I won't bother writing much at this point in time. That being said, I feel your pain b

I don't think you're in a mental state to rationalize any discussions so I won't bother writing much at this point in time. That being said, I feel your pain but you need to move on. It can't really be the same city it was 12 years ago so do you even enjoy what it has become? Start looking for another job that will make you happier.