Just keep in mind that some people might hate living in a small town or elsewhere, but they make do because they have to: they need family nearby as a support s

Just keep in mind that some people might hate living in a small town or elsewhere, but they make do because they have to: they need family nearby as a support structure or they don't have the money and independence to move somewhere like SF or NYC without being on the streets. You'd make do too if you had to. Suicide isn't even an option for a lot of people, because preparations and privacy are hard to come by, and they might not even have the mobility to make it happen. I just wanted you to be aware of what advantages you do have, and what things are really a need (food, water, medical supplies and/or medications, shelter, care if you need it) and what aren't. Other than that live the happiest life that is possible for you!