did you really have to add the 'Asian' connotation? IMHO, labeling yourself is already a sign of low self esteem. Don't limit yourself, being Asian has nothing

did you really have to add the 'Asian' connotation? IMHO, labeling yourself is already a sign of low self esteem. Don't limit yourself, being Asian has nothing to do with your lack of friends or your introversion. Imagine if it was a Black engineer, again, it matters very little, don't put society's label on yourself. Also, you are totally not alone man, everyone's been there. I used to live and work alone but it's like well, something you just gotta get through. If it helps, I hear California has a great medical marijuana program, it would definitely help you relax and help you forget about being lonely, although I wouldn't rely on it solely. You can add me on skype if you feel lonely sometime, just email me.