I lost my 12.5 year old son to bone cancer April 2013. It does suck. I also lost my sister when she was 15 to brain cancer. My brother to suicide when he was 19

I lost my 12.5 year old son to bone cancer April 2013. It does suck. I also lost my sister when she was 15 to brain cancer. My brother to suicide when he was 19. Faith is incredibly important to me and making my life one that counts. Life is precious and we shouldn't take it for granted. We need to discover the fun in life and live for those around us. It does get better but they are ever present and I am glad. But man it just SUCKS still all the same.