Like others, I would encourage you to take some time off before you burn out. However, I also understand what you mean about not being able to escape this job.

Like others, I would encourage you to take some time off before you burn out. However, I also understand what you mean about not being able to escape this job. I've had numerous jobs where I felt I couldn't leave for certain reasons. I would stay usually a few years too long and later come to regard the decision with a mixture of regret and weird, sanctimonious pride. Take a few hours today and read Man's Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl. It's a short book, written by a psychologist and concentration camp survivor. The book demonstrates that is possible to find meaning in the worst situations, especially those you "cannot" leave. It may also help you understand why you need to think about choosing a different path.