My suggestion is try to work it out then leave when you are ready. Possibly a temporary regimen of anti-depressants. I am sorry for you loss and have experienc

My suggestion is try to work it out then leave when you are ready. Possibly a temporary regimen of anti-depressants. I am sorry for you loss and have experienced something similar (I didn't take anti-depressants but realized later they may have helped when they were temporarily prescribed to someone else in a similar situation.) Your father is gone but your life goes on. He would almost certainly wish you to make the best possible use of it.