I actually meant to make the same point - watching lectures at homes means you can rewind and go over the parts you didn't get the first time. In fact, I do tha

I actually meant to make the same point - watching lectures at homes means you can rewind and go over the parts you didn't get the first time. In fact, I do that all the time. But, the real confidence (and happiness) comes from being able to apply what you've learnt. Working with other students and having a teacher help you out when you're stuck is the perfect complement for that. Where are you based, if you don't mind me asking. I'd be interested in volunteering at programming workshops in/around San Francisco.