I've watched my loved ones die. I have yet to see any of my dearest die. I know that will happen. I don't know if it's better to understand the slow spiral vs.

I've watched my loved ones die. I have yet to see any of my dearest die. I know that will happen. I don't know if it's better to understand the slow spiral vs. carrying false hope to the edge of the cliff. We still end up crushed at the bottom.