I never purported that my life was special - I only stated facts relevant to the discussion that I was attempting to create. Believe it or not, I am acutely aw

I never purported that my life was special - I only stated facts relevant to the discussion that I was attempting to create. Believe it or not, I am acutely aware of the fact that I lead a mediocre (albeit enjoyable) life, and I'm trying to prevent myself from falling into a rut of ignorant bliss. However, I'd rather try and do that in a way that doesn't require me to drop the girlfriend, ditch friendships that have lasted for over 15 years and quit my job. Maybe I am too young (23) to even care about this right now. Maybe not. That's part of what I'm trying to figure out.