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An option not listed here is that I think I have bursts of massive productivity that last a few days to a week where I get intensely productive work done with b

An option not listed here is that I think I have bursts of massive productivity that last a few days to a week where I get intensely productive work done with barely a break to eat. 12, 16 hours per day. Then I go a week or so just doing the bare minimum to keep things rolling, which sometimes is zero hours of productive work. That cycle repeats.

k__ 13y ago
Something like this happens to me too. I have a week where I get massive work done, then 2-4 come, where I can't get up to do anything at all.
- md224 13y ago
  Do you think that's a sign of periodic depression? I've been going through a bit of a rough patch, and I was struck by how my mood could sap my motivation to the level where I felt like I couldn't bear to work. It was very revealing; I had often wondered how depression could actually prevent people from going to work, and now I feel like I've come to understand how much that state can interfere with the ability to function. (Not like I didn't already think it was a horrible condition.) Anyway, not trying to armchair psych, just saying: I hear ya.
  - k__ 13y ago
    I thought about this too, then I quit my job. Now, that I don't work anymore, I feel much better. I sleep till I wake up, bike into the city, code for ~4h a day stuff in a café and drive home when I have enough. But when I got a 40h/week job, the 1 week work and 3 week slack-off pattern was more common :\ Well, now that I feel better, I try to figure out how I can make money with work, that don't requires me to get paid per hour, hehe.
  - misterjangles 13y ago
    I have similar work habit and, though I wouldn't say it was due to depression, I will become guilty and/or anxious when I'm in one of my low-productivity phases.
    - md224 13y ago
      Not sure if you'll see my reply (17 hours is an eternity in internet discourse time) but I found your comment interesting. I've also struggled with this guilt/anxiety over low productivity (I think a lot of people do), but I can't decide whether the solution should be trying harder to be productive or letting go of that guilt. Or, to look at it another way: I can't figure out if the anxiety comes from a fundamental psychological need for accomplishment, or if it's a socially conditioned guilt trip imposed by a culture that stresses "reaching your potential." I mean, what is my potential, really? What is that word actually referring to? Is it a real feature of the world? Does it simply refer to whatever the outcome is of me trying as hard as possible to develop my capabilities in some domain? And if so, is that intrinsically good, or is it just instrumental to some other thing? Of course, when we die there are no bonus points for how many code commits we made or projects we built or companies we started. So I wonder: should I feel guilty for doing nothing? If I was able to not feel guilty about doing nothing, would that be okay too?
      - misterjangles 12y ago
        Threads view! Yea, I think I just get anxious that I'm simply not being productive or earning my salary. Sometimes I worry that I won't get back into the zone or be able to pull off something to make up for all the downtime. I'm trying to just handle it by not worrying as much and accepting that I just work in spurts.
- Swannie 13y ago
  "Anyway, not trying to armchair psych" But I will. If "can't get up to do anything at all" includes loss of appetite, inability to find enjoyment in things you usually enjoy, excessive sleep, and generally depressed mood, I'd suggest you ask your doctor about possible a possible bi-polar II diagnosis. Especially if the "productive" week also coincides with significant challenges to your ability to socialize. (I am not a medical expert, but have spent signficant time with someone with bipolar - treatment can help, a lot)
  - k__ 13y ago
    Well, I changed my life and felt better :) Now I get 3-4h work done 4-5 days a week.
    - Swannie 12y ago
      Good luck getting back to work. I personally recognise the "highly productive week" followed by relative unproductive weeks. For me it's a personality thing, and understand when I consider things "done", and what is the "tidy up". A week of heavy mental activity that completes the design is a lot of fun! Followed by a few weeks of implementation/bug fix/document is not so much fun, and explains my pattern quite well. Trying to find mentally challenging pieces within the slog, and creating challenges for tasks in the slog helps a lot in the quiet weeks.

k__ 13y ago

Something like this happens to me too. I have a week where I get massive work done, then 2-4 come, where I can't get up to do anything at all.

md224 13y ago
Do you think that's a sign of periodic depression? I've been going through a bit of a rough patch, and I was struck by how my mood could sap my motivation to the level where I felt like I couldn't bear to work. It was very revealing; I had often wondered how depression could actually prevent people from going to work, and now I feel like I've come to understand how much that state can interfere with the ability to function. (Not like I didn't already think it was a horrible condition.) Anyway, not trying to armchair psych, just saying: I hear ya.
- k__ 13y ago
  I thought about this too, then I quit my job. Now, that I don't work anymore, I feel much better. I sleep till I wake up, bike into the city, code for ~4h a day stuff in a café and drive home when I have enough. But when I got a 40h/week job, the 1 week work and 3 week slack-off pattern was more common :\ Well, now that I feel better, I try to figure out how I can make money with work, that don't requires me to get paid per hour, hehe.
- misterjangles 13y ago
  I have similar work habit and, though I wouldn't say it was due to depression, I will become guilty and/or anxious when I'm in one of my low-productivity phases.
  - md224 13y ago
    Not sure if you'll see my reply (17 hours is an eternity in internet discourse time) but I found your comment interesting. I've also struggled with this guilt/anxiety over low productivity (I think a lot of people do), but I can't decide whether the solution should be trying harder to be productive or letting go of that guilt. Or, to look at it another way: I can't figure out if the anxiety comes from a fundamental psychological need for accomplishment, or if it's a socially conditioned guilt trip imposed by a culture that stresses "reaching your potential." I mean, what is my potential, really? What is that word actually referring to? Is it a real feature of the world? Does it simply refer to whatever the outcome is of me trying as hard as possible to develop my capabilities in some domain? And if so, is that intrinsically good, or is it just instrumental to some other thing? Of course, when we die there are no bonus points for how many code commits we made or projects we built or companies we started. So I wonder: should I feel guilty for doing nothing? If I was able to not feel guilty about doing nothing, would that be okay too?
    - misterjangles 12y ago
      Threads view! Yea, I think I just get anxious that I'm simply not being productive or earning my salary. Sometimes I worry that I won't get back into the zone or be able to pull off something to make up for all the downtime. I'm trying to just handle it by not worrying as much and accepting that I just work in spurts.
Swannie 13y ago
"Anyway, not trying to armchair psych" But I will. If "can't get up to do anything at all" includes loss of appetite, inability to find enjoyment in things you usually enjoy, excessive sleep, and generally depressed mood, I'd suggest you ask your doctor about possible a possible bi-polar II diagnosis. Especially if the "productive" week also coincides with significant challenges to your ability to socialize. (I am not a medical expert, but have spent signficant time with someone with bipolar - treatment can help, a lot)
- k__ 13y ago
  Well, I changed my life and felt better :) Now I get 3-4h work done 4-5 days a week.
  - Swannie 12y ago
    Good luck getting back to work. I personally recognise the "highly productive week" followed by relative unproductive weeks. For me it's a personality thing, and understand when I consider things "done", and what is the "tidy up". A week of heavy mental activity that completes the design is a lot of fun! Followed by a few weeks of implementation/bug fix/document is not so much fun, and explains my pattern quite well. Trying to find mentally challenging pieces within the slog, and creating challenges for tasks in the slog helps a lot in the quiet weeks.