I'm currently feeling something similar only replace "broken relationship" with "dead parent". I've employed descriptive todo's (on paper) and kept them right b

I'm currently feeling something similar only replace "broken relationship" with "dead parent". I've employed descriptive todo's (on paper) and kept them right beside my laptop. I'm obsessed with completing the todos, one at a time until the paper is completely filled up and I have nowhere to write. Another thing I'm looking into is counselling services. Thankfully some of them charge on a sliding scale so I may even be able to afford one. Lastly, don't forget to write. Write as much as you can/want. Paper, digital, whatever really. You don't have to be articulate, that'll come later as you continue to write and read what you've written.