This is much help! A university degree is not something I thought I have always wanted. The only reason I even started going to school was because it was alread

This is much help! A university degree is not something I thought I have always wanted. The only reason I even started going to school was because it was already paid for so I decided to take some calc/chem/physics since I was not sure what I wanted but I knew a liberal arts degree was just a waste of my time. Then when I was taking some of the upper level physics I really just found it boring so when I mentioned to relatives they just said hey go into engineering, you are already half way there and finding a job wont be that hard. This semester the engineering courses are just as boring as the physics one. Its really just rinse and repeat from certain principles, which is what boring means for me. I find the part time job really far away from the rinse and repeat stuff. You can always optimize your code, you can always find a neater way of doing something--its just cool. I also have smart people around me so when ever a have a hunch I am going about something the wrong way I usually consult with them and I always end up learning something new. Regarding the friends thing, I feel a strong pressure in my stomach all the time, this shit has really been driving me nuts--cant sleep etc.... When we end up going out I try to just motivate them to talk to girls and have fun. Being social has become a chore for me because all I am thinking about is what the hell am I going to do. The friend I did speak to said to me I just look like I always do lol--that he also has that fear of settling for a wage and doing something more fulfilling.