>That combination can result in having just enough motivation to carry out your desire to kill yourself. Have we ever had a testimonial from a failed suicide i

>That combination can result in having just enough motivation to carry out your desire to kill yourself. Have we ever had a testimonial from a failed suicide in these circumstances? In my case, as my depression and anxiety issues started going away, I suddenly realized how much of a complete weirdo others must see me as and felt shame comparing myself to others in my peer group who, without depression holding them back, have become much more successful. It was a brutal eye-opener for me. I guess when I was depressed I really didn't consider these things or they simply didn't bother me. It really brought up a feeling of hopelessness, like I wasted my youth and thus will never catch up, or will always been seen as defective in some way. I guess it doesn't bother me much anymore, but given sudden clarity like that can be intimidating. I imagine if someone is already suicidal, it can be a tipping point.