I feel some shame that even though I'm a quarter Ukrainian and support sovereignty I can't comprehend Crimea outside the context of a place I used to go in the

I feel some shame that even though I'm a quarter Ukrainian and support sovereignty I can't comprehend Crimea outside the context of a place I used to go in the summer as a Russian boy. It's hard to think about the places I loved being destroyed by potential conflict, but I always support the resistance of Russian violation of sovereignty. Hopefully Ukraine ends up fine after all this.