@redblacktree +1 @lsc there is another aspect to this too. A lot of people are addicted to their darker emotions. It is possible, your feeling of irritation is

@redblacktree +1 @lsc there is another aspect to this too. A lot of people are addicted to their darker emotions. It is possible, your feeling of irritation is arising from such an attachment. It is also possible that you have an aversion to the feelings of joy, affection, love, happiness. Lots of people do, even the ones who are clearly faking their happiness :-D