I think this post and the responses have given you a lot to mull over - at the end of the day I believe it was a good idea to post this because the feedback you

I think this post and the responses have given you a lot to mull over - at the end of the day I believe it was a good idea to post this because the feedback you're getting (mine was, admittedly, negative) could really help shape you to become better as an engineer on a team in your future endeavors. You're taking some lumps but at the end of it I think you'll take it as a big learning experience - good luck to you in the future!