I meant that it seems like i'm too dumb. it was like this in school, too. I remember in a networking class I was always bewildered at what the professor was say

I meant that it seems like i'm too dumb. it was like this in school, too. I remember in a networking class I was always bewildered at what the professor was saying and everyone else got. he used the socratic method of teaching; asking questions in a logical fashion. he didn't call on me after a while. i do keep trying to read and learn about ML or any new tech, but it always seems like I'm clueless because there's more stuff I don't know or never knew about. it's never good enough to get a job. just thinking about it now makes me feel like a loser when i should feel excited at new knowledge. maybe i'm just burning out. i feel like I'm at the end of my life