I should also point out that, after my initial conversion to Christianity, "how I feel about it" is basically not a factor in what I believe. There are many ti

I should also point out that, after my initial conversion to Christianity, "how I feel about it" is basically not a factor in what I believe. There are many times when I felt miserable and strongly wished I wasn't a Christian anymore. But I couldn't just choose to disbelieve in something that my research had convinced me was objectively true.