I can relate a bit too much. You probably won't meet anyone more ambitious than me. Yet, I'm paralyzed. I can't do anything. I have the skills, I have the pass

I can relate a bit too much. You probably won't meet anyone more ambitious than me. Yet, I'm paralyzed. I can't do anything. I have the skills, I have the passion, but I just can't do anything. I'm not sure why. I've been at it for 1.5 year. I overcomed all my excuses (you need a new computer, you need a better chair, you need a better framework, you need a cofounder), and yet, nothing worked out. I finally decided to get a job, which I hope will help me gain good working habits and hopefully give me back some of the confidence I lost in that 1.5 year of being useless. I'm not sure how I can help you (maybe we share the same "niche"/interest, I too can't find many people excited by it), but I wish you luck.