Good question. I changed "my personality" a few times according to your definition. Your description sounds to me as if you are both bored and not at all challe

Good question. I changed "my personality" a few times according to your definition. Your description sounds to me as if you are both bored and not at all challenged. A person who is interested in quantum mechanics is obviously not the right type to perform tedious IT tasks amidst corporate dullness. Save a little money, then travel a while and take a book an quantum mechanics with you. The rest will follow. My changes were never complete but they worked.