Edit: reading this a few hours later, obviously I need to spend some of the money I did make going to therapy. My anal retentive analytical powers, honed over

Edit: reading this a few hours later, obviously I need to spend some of the money I did make going to therapy. My anal retentive analytical powers, honed over years of programming, are getting in the way. Figure out how to let go and walk away without going down a rabbit hole...