I do regularly consult with friends whom are law enforcement lawyers (DAs) and personal my personal representatives. And I don't have any illusions about the c

I do regularly consult with friends whom are law enforcement lawyers (DAs) and personal my personal representatives. And I don't have any illusions about the concerns a perspective employer might have about the "worst case", so better not to take the risk. I'm not at all at odds with reality, the frustration emanates mostly for me from a personal sense of vanity, and the situations where I've been declined and not offered an explanation if it was a technical deficiency or personal preference against a perceived "risk"