I don't know what it's like being black, and I am not trying to diminish your feelings or the author's on this, and thank you for acknowledging how Jews and gay

I don't know what it's like being black, and I am not trying to diminish your feelings or the author's on this, and thank you for acknowledging how Jews and gays feel. I am Jewish. I am an older programmer I am older I am short I am slightly disabled (not enough to be disabled, but enough to make exercise problematic, programming difficult) I am overweight (see above) I am divorced I have lost my kids, and I will state their mother turned them against me, and as I say that, I can feel the thoughts of so many people blaming me and labeling me, but if someone only knew (I am thus an older bitter white male one of the few people the media and feminists can eagerly pile on and criticize and yes literally tell us we should feel criminal about (don't be that guy campaigns)). I am mostly unemployed these days. I had thought once I would be successful now I am the furthest thing from successful I worry friends and relatives will see through this throwaway. A ton of other issues as well. My sense of why I hate myself: what a total colossal failure in every realm: family, work, social. The family part really hurts. Not sure whether I will click [reply] or [<-]