My way about time is: Past and future is like reflections from current moment. Both are changed at will and alter everything at whim. Everything is altered so y

My way about time is: Past and future is like reflections from current moment. Both are changed at will and alter everything at whim. Everything is altered so you don't have so much "Déjà vu", your perception of solidity is altered. In a moment you have sister, in a moment you don't, but your whole past/future and recollections about that is altered and you have no way of preserving previous state. Without alterations you would go mad realizing that everything is at the same time. There must be sensible explanation of what I am trying to day, but I yet to find one. Might be like looking at busy bazaar from every possible angle at the same time in same viewpoint, or focus down to small opening at one viewpoint how bread is sitting on shelf.