This. At least here I know what I know, even if I don't like it. But that's also me convincing myself that I'm ok here. The worst part is the demoralization

This. At least here I know what I know, even if I don't like it. But that's also me convincing myself that I'm ok here. The worst part is the demoralization that happens. You start to feel like you are becoming less useful to other organizations.