Where "somehow you find strength to work that many hours" actually means "somehow you find self-deception to blind yourself to the fact that you're harming your

Where "somehow you find strength to work that many hours" actually means "somehow you find self-deception to blind yourself to the fact that you're harming your company, not helping it". If you came into work every day drunk, would you expect to be lauded as a hero or would you expect to get a warning followed rapidly by dismissal? Working excessive hours has about the same effect on your judgment, and should be treated the same way.