I can't tell if this is an "exercise" we, the community, are playing at, or whether this is your real life and you are actually trying to get ideas. I don't rea

I can't tell if this is an "exercise" we, the community, are playing at, or whether this is your real life and you are actually trying to get ideas. I don't really have the time to participate in the exercise but, in the event that this is really your life, here's my response: That sounds miserable - I agree w/ @onion2k about fixing your situation before you work on other things. Life is not short, it's quite long and you have a lot of years left. "No family, pets or friends" for the next 50+ years sounds like you would be getting the least out of life itself. Read "How to Win Friends and Influence People" and work from there towards a few more ideas about how you can improve your life and health.