This is currently the hardest thing I'm battling in my life (As sad as that may sound) On one hand I want to work hard after my fulltime job and read more prog

This is currently the hardest thing I'm battling in my life (As sad as that may sound) On one hand I want to work hard after my fulltime job and read more programming books, write more open source software and write more to my programming blog On the flip side I want to spend more time on my other passion (Cooking), more with my girlfriend, more time growing myself. I'm working towards a half/half setup by so far cutting out freelance work from my life, but I think I still need to balance it out more.