I am not going to tell you what to do or not to do. That is something for you to decide. However here are some things to consider: 1. You don't need your fathe

I am not going to tell you what to do or not to do. That is something for you to decide. However here are some things to consider: 1. You don't need your father to "want you" or "call you his son" to be happy. 2. You can sell your apartment or drop the mortgage. It is not the end of your life. 3. You can take care of someone else only if you love yourself first. You don't have to take care of your mother. 4. So you quit your job, big fucking deal. You will eventually find another job. Hell, you can find a job making fries. Remember that. 5. Everyone makes mistakes; yes, even mistakes bigger than yours. It is not the end of the world. Look man, life is harsh for everyone. The world knocks you hard sometimes. You gotta be there for yourself. You gotta love yourself. That is the only way to fight.