I spent half my life feeling suicidal, and I'm talking daily graphic suicidal fantasies. But something I heard once stuck. "Suicide is a permanent solution to

I spent half my life feeling suicidal, and I'm talking daily graphic suicidal fantasies. But something I heard once stuck. "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem", and I made it my mantra. And you know what? Eventually life got better and now it's fucking awesome. There is always a chance of that, unless of course you kill yourself, and then you miss out on all that future joy.