You would probably benefit from working all of this through with a shrink. And no, I'm not part of those who believe shrinks are for crazy people. EDIT: We thi

You would probably benefit from working all of this through with a shrink. And no, I'm not part of those who believe shrinks are for crazy people. EDIT: We think we make "mistakes". In reality, they are not mistakes - they are simply the things we logically had to do, given our initial genetic equipment combined with the environment we were born into (everything else is just a logical consequence of these 2). So there's no shame to be had or judgment to be made (judgment is something only uneducated people use). EDIT 2: If you're feeling depressed, you may also benefit from adequate medication (but you need a shrink to evaluate this point). It can lift you onto a whole new level you may have forgotten it exists. EDIT 3: And don't forget that every human being has an inherent value which is the same for everyone. You are worth exactly as much as Bill Gates or the slum kid. All the other judgments we make regarding ourselves are just artificial constructs. EDIT 4: "You would probably benefit" was an error: You will definitely benefit!