You know, I used to think that way. This isn't something you "alternate". There's a way of being where you can be in unity consciousness at the same time you a

You know, I used to think that way. This isn't something you "alternate". There's a way of being where you can be in unity consciousness at the same time you are experiencing duality and the material world. The other thing is that, any picture or image or story you form is always going to be the distortion of Reality. Reality is inherently non-dual, so defies description (even what I just said). It means, to be free of whatever box you find yourself in, you are constantly mindful of the present moment. Sure, just saying this will give distorted teachings. Mystics from ages past have always tried to speak of this, and it has always distorted into things like "religion" for the masses. This is fine though. This is part of the human experience.