I felt like that. Didn't get help from anyone. It just went away after I graduated. I think the main reason you feel like that is because you don't express you

I felt like that. Didn't get help from anyone. It just went away after I graduated. I think the main reason you feel like that is because you don't express yourself enough. Your programming is your art. Express yourself. Make something for the HN community or for reddit or for whoever. Make something people love. You'll fail. And then you'll fail. And then you'll fail but you won't feel like this and you'll be a completely changed person.