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Getting too obsessed with this can paralyze you though. It's clear to me how cringe worthy some of my earlier work is, and that leads me to think that I'll fee
by brianwillis 13y ago
Getting too obsessed with this can paralyze you though.
It's clear to me how cringe worthy some of my earlier work is, and that leads me to think that I'll feel the same way in a few years time about the work I'm doing now. This makes me reluctant to put myself and my work out there, which makes it look like I don't get anything done, which is in many ways worse than doing work that you later regret.
- read 13y agoI've found the paralysis can have the opposite effect. On several life-changing occasions it lead me to say to myself there's something I'll never be able to do. As soon as I said that, I was able to have stress-free thoughts my subconscious had not allowed me to have before. The closest term I've found for this curious effect is: paradoxic intention. You try to do the opposite of what you fear, exaggerating it to the point of humor if possible. Whatever the source of "history of illusion" is, paradoxic intention might be its desired outcome. Or in simpler terms: you have to let go.
- Cthulhu_ 13y agoI have the same thing on the one side (looking at previous code), but at the same time, I realize I was younger, less experienced, learning, experimenting, etcetera. And at the same time I'm occasionally surprised by how my code actually looked neater than I thought it was, or how I still write some code the same way (i.e. haven't found a better way). And occasionally I read stuff and go "Hey, that was actually pretty clever of me, didn't know I knew that back then".